ALBUM DETAILS
Zero Point is an exploration of power.
Inspired by the concept of Zero Point Energy—the immense energy theorized to exist even within apparent emptiness—the album examines the forces that exist beneath the surface of human experience.
While outwardly a hard-hitting collection of rock, metal, industrial, and alternative influences, the album is ultimately about transformation through adversity.
The songs confront subjects such as pain, deception, mortality, resilience, identity, corruption, fear, and rebirth.
Rather than avoiding darkness, Zero Point moves directly through it.
Each song represents a different manifestation of struggle, while the album as a whole explores what remains when everything unnecessary has been stripped away.
Inspired by the concept of Zero Point Energy—the immense energy theorized to exist even within apparent emptiness—the album examines the forces that exist beneath the surface of human experience.
While outwardly a hard-hitting collection of rock, metal, industrial, and alternative influences, the album is ultimately about transformation through adversity.
The songs confront subjects such as pain, deception, mortality, resilience, identity, corruption, fear, and rebirth.
Rather than avoiding darkness, Zero Point moves directly through it.
Each song represents a different manifestation of struggle, while the album as a whole explores what remains when everything unnecessary has been stripped away.
9mm
Watchillie
Yeah
Load it up
A rusted needle to my eye
Blood-crusted axe in disguise
No time to fear, I live your pain
Without breath I scream in vain
Every word cuts deeper still
Every scar bends to your will
Click click
Lock load
Bang
A bullet to the head your words contain
Click click
Lock load
Bang
My voice twisted, turned then rearranged
Down the chamber
Down the chamber
Down the chamber
Insane
Your jagged edge tears through flesh
So torn inside, hate's enmeshed
I die a slow death every day
Tortured to live my life this way
Every lie still burns my skin
Every war begins within
Click click
Lock load
Bang
A bullet to the head your words contain
Click click
Lock load
Bang
My voice twisted, turned then rearranged
Down the chamber
Down the chamber
Down the chamber
Insane
How did I lose my life beneath your veil
Left cracked and empty, heart impaled
I will not surrender
I've got to be free
These eyes wide open now
I see you
Can you see me
Click click
Lock load
Bang
Down the chamber
Down the chamber
Click click
Lock load
Bang
Insane
Click click
Lock load
Bang
A bullet to the head your words contain
Click click
Lock load
Bang
My voice twisted, turned then rearranged
Down the chamber
Down the chamber
Down the chamber
Insane
Watchillie
Yeah
Load it up
A rusted needle to my eye
Blood-crusted axe in disguise
No time to fear, I live your pain
Without breath I scream in vain
Every word cuts deeper still
Every scar bends to your will
Click click
Lock load
Bang
A bullet to the head your words contain
Click click
Lock load
Bang
My voice twisted, turned then rearranged
Down the chamber
Down the chamber
Down the chamber
Insane
Your jagged edge tears through flesh
So torn inside, hate's enmeshed
I die a slow death every day
Tortured to live my life this way
Every lie still burns my skin
Every war begins within
Click click
Lock load
Bang
A bullet to the head your words contain
Click click
Lock load
Bang
My voice twisted, turned then rearranged
Down the chamber
Down the chamber
Down the chamber
Insane
How did I lose my life beneath your veil
Left cracked and empty, heart impaled
I will not surrender
I've got to be free
These eyes wide open now
I see you
Can you see me
Click click
Lock load
Bang
Down the chamber
Down the chamber
Click click
Lock load
Bang
Insane
Click click
Lock load
Bang
A bullet to the head your words contain
Click click
Lock load
Bang
My voice twisted, turned then rearranged
Down the chamber
Down the chamber
Down the chamber
Insane
Watchillie
9mm is spoken from the perspective of a man who is in a relationship where his woman is angry and frustrated. There are many arguments and her words cut him deep even if he does not express it.
It is his attempt to express that her words may at times feel like a 9mm bullet that pierce thru his flesh and soul.
It is his attempt to express that her words may at times feel like a 9mm bullet that pierce thru his flesh and soul.
9MM explores power, consequence, and the realities that emerge when conflict escalates beyond words.
The song examines fear, control, and the choices people make under pressure.
Deep Dive
The weapon serves as a symbol rather than merely an object.
It represents potential.
Power.
Responsibility.
Irreversible consequence.
The song explores how decisions made in moments of intensity can permanently alter lives.
The song examines fear, control, and the choices people make under pressure.
Deep Dive
The weapon serves as a symbol rather than merely an object.
It represents potential.
Power.
Responsibility.
Irreversible consequence.
The song explores how decisions made in moments of intensity can permanently alter lives.
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demons
Boom
Watchillie
Pulse
Pulse
Flames crawl through veins constricted
Anger drowns all sound
Silence rising upward
As the walls come crashing down
Closer to the pounding
Of a jaw clenched tight in rage
Pulsing with frustration
Like an animal in cage
Surrounded by the pressure
Lashes of accusation
Ripped flesh falling downward
Through twisted fabrication
Reality is broken
Evicted from its home
Without a warning given
Now everything is gone
Torn
Shattered
Memories and illusions
Of truth begin to spin
Stirring up a sickness
In the cauldron deep within
A festering fire raging
Crimson fumes I breathe
Scorching every pathway
Of all I used to need
Demons
Demons
They circle all around me
They whisper through the flame
They know my every fracture
They call me by my name
Demons
Demons
They rise up from the shame
They feed upon the weakness
They hunger for the pain
This endless frozen moment
Where time forgets to move
Bloodshot eyes wide open
With nothing left to prove
Pain locked deep inside me
Inside this seething wound
Tears fall from the chambers
Of a heart consumed
Drop by drop
Tick before tock
Second hand stays frozen
On the face of the clock
Locked there on the ten
Where surrender starts to choke
With my fist around its throat
I refuse to let it close
I scream at all the shadows
Still stalking for the kill
Circling in silence
Waiting for me still
Ready now to drain me
Waiting for the fall
Waiting for the exhale
Waiting for my call
Pulse
Pulse
Pulse
Pulse
Demons
Demons
They circle all around me
They whisper through the flame
They know my every fracture
They call me by my name
Demons
Demons
You will not pull me under
You will not take my soul
I rise above the ashes
And I take back control
Pulse
Pulse
Watchillie
Watchillie
Pulse
Pulse
Flames crawl through veins constricted
Anger drowns all sound
Silence rising upward
As the walls come crashing down
Closer to the pounding
Of a jaw clenched tight in rage
Pulsing with frustration
Like an animal in cage
Surrounded by the pressure
Lashes of accusation
Ripped flesh falling downward
Through twisted fabrication
Reality is broken
Evicted from its home
Without a warning given
Now everything is gone
Torn
Shattered
Memories and illusions
Of truth begin to spin
Stirring up a sickness
In the cauldron deep within
A festering fire raging
Crimson fumes I breathe
Scorching every pathway
Of all I used to need
Demons
Demons
They circle all around me
They whisper through the flame
They know my every fracture
They call me by my name
Demons
Demons
They rise up from the shame
They feed upon the weakness
They hunger for the pain
This endless frozen moment
Where time forgets to move
Bloodshot eyes wide open
With nothing left to prove
Pain locked deep inside me
Inside this seething wound
Tears fall from the chambers
Of a heart consumed
Drop by drop
Tick before tock
Second hand stays frozen
On the face of the clock
Locked there on the ten
Where surrender starts to choke
With my fist around its throat
I refuse to let it close
I scream at all the shadows
Still stalking for the kill
Circling in silence
Waiting for me still
Ready now to drain me
Waiting for the fall
Waiting for the exhale
Waiting for my call
Pulse
Pulse
Pulse
Pulse
Demons
Demons
They circle all around me
They whisper through the flame
They know my every fracture
They call me by my name
Demons
Demons
You will not pull me under
You will not take my soul
I rise above the ashes
And I take back control
Pulse
Pulse
Watchillie
Demons is meant to describe the depths of someones pain. In this case it is a man describing his anguish, pain, shame and hurt from lifelong events that have caused regret.
Demons describes the inescapable haunting of pain that can be consuming of the soul.
Demons describes the inescapable haunting of pain that can be consuming of the soul.
Demons was inspired by the internal battles people carry throughout their lives.
The song reflects struggles with fear, regret, addiction, trauma, self-doubt, and the aspects of ourselves we would often prefer not to confront.
The demons are intentionally left open to interpretation.
They may represent:
Personal fears
Destructive habits
Emotional wounds
Mental health struggles
Unresolved trauma
The song suggests that true strength emerges not from denying these battles but from confronting them directly.
The song reflects struggles with fear, regret, addiction, trauma, self-doubt, and the aspects of ourselves we would often prefer not to confront.
The demons are intentionally left open to interpretation.
They may represent:
Personal fears
Destructive habits
Emotional wounds
Mental health struggles
Unresolved trauma
The song suggests that true strength emerges not from denying these battles but from confronting them directly.
PLAY SAMPLE
bullet train
Boom
Boom
Boom
⸻
I’m trapped inside this captive mind
I can’t slow down
This wave runs through me
I’ve got no time
And I wonder why
This cup is full
Yet drops keep raining
Static inside
Can’t kill the noise
Every thought arrives
Without a warning
I close my eyes
But still it rides
The engine screaming
Forward burning
⸻
Still time keeps burning
My mind is turning
My chest is pounding
There is no doubt that
Can’t live without it
I need this pace quick
Can’t separate
Or anticipate it
⸻
A bullet train
My brain
Here comes another one
A bullet to my brain
A bullet train
My brain
Here comes another one
Sometimes I feel
I’ve gone insane
A bullet train
My brain
Can’t stop this
Wreck that’s on its way
A bullet train
Crash crash
Whiplash
I’m gonna make it through this day
⸻
So tired
Of feeling all alone
Sometimes I think
Nobody hears me
At home
In darkness by the phone
Hoping one call
Could finally clear me
Pressure builds
Behind my eyes
Like sparks igniting
Endless fire
Still I run
Through every night
The engine climbing
Higher higher
⸻
Mind is racing
Thoughts displacing
Mind can’t take it
Can’t rearrange it
Mind is racing
Thoughts displacing
Mind can’t take it
Got to accept this
Life
⸻
Slow down
Slow down
Slow down
⸻
A bullet train
My brain
Here comes another one
A bullet train insane
My brain
A bullet train
Crash crash
Whiplash
Still I make it through the day
⸻
A bullet train
A bullet train
A bullet train insane
My brain
Chug-a
Chug-a
Chug-a
A bullet train
A bullet train
A bullet train
Still moving
Watchillie
PLAY SAMPLE
exsanguination
Justice standing off the scale
Breathing through the rusted veil
Breakdown
Intravenous measured drips
Wisdom torn across the lips
Cat-of-nine scars across the years
Now transformed to engineered spears
Healing
Scarring
Pressure through the vein
Systolic thunder through the pain
[haunting whisper. Reverb Echo pan right to left
watchileeeee……
(breath pulse / distant metallic ambience)
In…
Out…
In…
Out…
I wait behind the fence again
Skin beneath the stone within
Hands once still now reach through rust
Toward the shape of earned self-trust
Slowly grown beneath the scar
Buried close yet traveled far
Silent pressure in the bone
Calling me to claim my own
⸻
Verse 1
Six thousand fathoms down I sink
Where pain and memory learn to think
Salted aqueducts carved by years
Still running red with hidden fears
Supplication flickers thin
Truth drains slowly from within
Yet in the loss a signal grows
Through every wound the current flows
[Pre-Hook (Lucas accents)]
Two steps
One breath
Three sparks
Four left
Seven voices call my name
Eleven years inside the flame
[Hook]
EX... SAN... GWIH... NATION
Break the seal and let it run
EX... SAN... GWIH... NATION
Bleed the false until it’s done
EX... SAN... GWIH... NATION
Old skin falls beneath the sun
EX... SAN... GWIH... NATION
I become the only one
Verse 2
Burning Mountain starts to wake
Pressure lines begin to break
Spiraling upward through the trench
Twisting bars that held me clenched
Relinquishing the lead disguise
Instantiating clearer eyes
Decades buried under stone
Now return to claim the throne
One
One
Two
Three
Five
I…
Am…
Still…
A…
Live…
Eight
Thirteen
Twenty-one
Rise
Rise
Rise
Breakdown
Intravenous measured drips
Wisdom torn across the lips
Cat-of-nine scars across the years
Now transformed to engineered spears
Healing
Scarring
Pressure through the vein
Systolic thunder through the pain
Justice standing off the scale
Breathing through the rusted veil
EX... SAN... GWEE.. NATION
Every chain becomes the blade
EX... SAN... GWEE... NATION
Every debt already paid
EX... SAN... GWEE... NATION
From the ash the steel is made
EX... SAN... GWEE... NATION
Damascus truth no longer swayed
Become…
Exhale…
Become…
Truth.
watchileeeee……
Breathing through the rusted veil
Breakdown
Intravenous measured drips
Wisdom torn across the lips
Cat-of-nine scars across the years
Now transformed to engineered spears
Healing
Scarring
Pressure through the vein
Systolic thunder through the pain
[haunting whisper. Reverb Echo pan right to left
watchileeeee……
(breath pulse / distant metallic ambience)
In…
Out…
In…
Out…
I wait behind the fence again
Skin beneath the stone within
Hands once still now reach through rust
Toward the shape of earned self-trust
Slowly grown beneath the scar
Buried close yet traveled far
Silent pressure in the bone
Calling me to claim my own
⸻
Verse 1
Six thousand fathoms down I sink
Where pain and memory learn to think
Salted aqueducts carved by years
Still running red with hidden fears
Supplication flickers thin
Truth drains slowly from within
Yet in the loss a signal grows
Through every wound the current flows
[Pre-Hook (Lucas accents)]
Two steps
One breath
Three sparks
Four left
Seven voices call my name
Eleven years inside the flame
[Hook]
EX... SAN... GWIH... NATION
Break the seal and let it run
EX... SAN... GWIH... NATION
Bleed the false until it’s done
EX... SAN... GWIH... NATION
Old skin falls beneath the sun
EX... SAN... GWIH... NATION
I become the only one
Verse 2
Burning Mountain starts to wake
Pressure lines begin to break
Spiraling upward through the trench
Twisting bars that held me clenched
Relinquishing the lead disguise
Instantiating clearer eyes
Decades buried under stone
Now return to claim the throne
One
One
Two
Three
Five
I…
Am…
Still…
A…
Live…
Eight
Thirteen
Twenty-one
Rise
Rise
Rise
Breakdown
Intravenous measured drips
Wisdom torn across the lips
Cat-of-nine scars across the years
Now transformed to engineered spears
Healing
Scarring
Pressure through the vein
Systolic thunder through the pain
Justice standing off the scale
Breathing through the rusted veil
EX... SAN... GWEE.. NATION
Every chain becomes the blade
EX... SAN... GWEE... NATION
Every debt already paid
EX... SAN... GWEE... NATION
From the ash the steel is made
EX... SAN... GWEE... NATION
Damascus truth no longer swayed
Become…
Exhale…
Become…
Truth.
watchileeeee……
Exsanguination is a term that means the loss of blood from the circulatory system. It is designed to paint a picture of someone who feels as if they are seeping their soul out of their pores.
The song describes being overcome with pain and feeling they are losing themselves and becoming overcome and consumed by pain.
The hope is that he will survive and not "bleed out."
The song describes being overcome with pain and feeling they are losing themselves and becoming overcome and consumed by pain.
The hope is that he will survive and not "bleed out."
Exsanguination explores exhaustion, depletion, and the feeling of having every resource drained away.
The song was inspired by moments when individuals feel emotionally, mentally, physically, or spiritually depleted.
The loss of blood becomes a metaphor for the loss of energy, hope, motivation, or identity.
The song asks what remains when everything appears to have been taken.
Its deeper message suggests that survival itself can become an act of resistance.
The song was inspired by moments when individuals feel emotionally, mentally, physically, or spiritually depleted.
The loss of blood becomes a metaphor for the loss of energy, hope, motivation, or identity.
The song asks what remains when everything appears to have been taken.
Its deeper message suggests that survival itself can become an act of resistance.
PLAY SAMPLE
faker
Can you see
Can you see
No
I'm invisible
Can you see me
You can't see me
Can't reveal me
I'm invisible
Can you feel me
Still can't feel me
Envy jealousy
I'm invisible
I hear you breathing
Feel you weakening
Pull the curtain
I'm invisible
No, you can't be me
Feel you seething
Now through eternity
I'm invisible
Closer now
Lower now
Inside
Closer now
Slower now
No light
Steps in the dark and I'm coming for you
Born from the wounds you were feeding me through
I bend your soul into something askew
Fake you awake till you think I am you
You're mine
Whisper shadows gathering near ya
Not here just to interfere ya
Lock the door, I'm drawing nearer
Every breath will make me clearer
You're mine
I'm the hunger
In your marrow
In the narrow
Space you hide
I'm the fracture
Under laughter
Ever after
Deep inside
I grow stronger
Linger longer
Curling under
Every lie
No more fighting
No more light in
What you thought was
Still alive
I am the voice beneath your voice
I am the hand that guides your choice
I am the calm before the flood
I am the taste inside your blood
Feel me rise
Feel me crawl
Feel me enter
Through it all
Feel me breathe
Feel me feed
Feel me turn
What you need
Steps in the dark and I'm coming for you
Born from the wounds you were feeding me through
I bend your soul into something askew
Fake you awake till you think I am you
You're mine
Right behind you
Yes I'll find you
Deep inside you
You're mine
Can you see me
Now you feel me
I'm invisible
Watchilleee
Can you see
No
I'm invisible
Can you see me
You can't see me
Can't reveal me
I'm invisible
Can you feel me
Still can't feel me
Envy jealousy
I'm invisible
I hear you breathing
Feel you weakening
Pull the curtain
I'm invisible
No, you can't be me
Feel you seething
Now through eternity
I'm invisible
Closer now
Lower now
Inside
Closer now
Slower now
No light
Steps in the dark and I'm coming for you
Born from the wounds you were feeding me through
I bend your soul into something askew
Fake you awake till you think I am you
You're mine
Whisper shadows gathering near ya
Not here just to interfere ya
Lock the door, I'm drawing nearer
Every breath will make me clearer
You're mine
I'm the hunger
In your marrow
In the narrow
Space you hide
I'm the fracture
Under laughter
Ever after
Deep inside
I grow stronger
Linger longer
Curling under
Every lie
No more fighting
No more light in
What you thought was
Still alive
I am the voice beneath your voice
I am the hand that guides your choice
I am the calm before the flood
I am the taste inside your blood
Feel me rise
Feel me crawl
Feel me enter
Through it all
Feel me breathe
Feel me feed
Feel me turn
What you need
Steps in the dark and I'm coming for you
Born from the wounds you were feeding me through
I bend your soul into something askew
Fake you awake till you think I am you
You're mine
Right behind you
Yes I'll find you
Deep inside you
You're mine
Can you see me
Now you feel me
I'm invisible
Watchilleee
Faker is written from the perspective of an evil dark force. It is written from the Luciferian force that endeavors to convince our minds it does not exist. It will 'fake' being illegitimate and unbeknownst to us if we are not vigilant, we may be consumed by its seductive power.
Faker examines deception, false identities, and the masks people wear to gain approval, influence, or power.
The song challenges superficiality and performative authenticity.
The faker represents more than an individual.
The figure becomes symbolic of any situation where appearance replaces substance.
The song asks how often people sacrifice authenticity in pursuit of acceptance.
The song challenges superficiality and performative authenticity.
The faker represents more than an individual.
The figure becomes symbolic of any situation where appearance replaces substance.
The song asks how often people sacrifice authenticity in pursuit of acceptance.
PLAY SAMPLE
life of pain
Watchillie
I try to remain positive
But lately
I live beneath a waterfall
Of pain
Each day I'm amazed that breathing
Is a gamble my lungs still take
Every dawn arrives like warning
Every step another break
Buried beneath this shadow
Is the house where my heart decays
Rooms full of old tomorrows
Locked in yesterdays
When lying beside you
And dying inside you
Is the darkness that I inhale
The face that I worship
The void that you surface
The poison I know too well
No road leads outward
No sky lets through
Every choice cuts deeper
Back to you
Because it's pain
That is my life
This sharpened shame
Has become my knife
The blade that gashes
The jaw that gnashes
The hand that makes me crawl
Because without this pain
I wouldn't feel at all
This face with the smile that found me
Now drifts like ash through memory
When did love become this canyon
This narrowing misery
With knees bent before you
With hands reaching for you
I collapse against the floor
When begging for healing
Becomes something needing
You close and lock the door
My candle is dimming
The daylight withdraws
Still I wait for rainbows
Inside your storm
Because it's pain
That is my life
This sharpened shame
Has become my knife
The blade that gashes
The jaw that gnashes
The hand that makes me crawl
Because without this pain
I wouldn't feel at all
Why must I land
Why must I stand
On hollow ground
Beneath your crown
Your want
My need
Your will
I bleed
Take me now
Take me now
Under the waterfall
Under the waterfall
Under the waterfall
I kneel
I choke
I drown
I cope
Because it's pain
That is my life
This sharpened shame
Has become my knife
The blade that gashes
The jaw that gnashes
The last that makes me fall
Because without this pain
Because without this pain
Because without this pain
I wouldn't feel at all
Under the waterfall
Watchillie
I try to remain positive
But lately
I live beneath a waterfall
Of pain
Each day I'm amazed that breathing
Is a gamble my lungs still take
Every dawn arrives like warning
Every step another break
Buried beneath this shadow
Is the house where my heart decays
Rooms full of old tomorrows
Locked in yesterdays
When lying beside you
And dying inside you
Is the darkness that I inhale
The face that I worship
The void that you surface
The poison I know too well
No road leads outward
No sky lets through
Every choice cuts deeper
Back to you
Because it's pain
That is my life
This sharpened shame
Has become my knife
The blade that gashes
The jaw that gnashes
The hand that makes me crawl
Because without this pain
I wouldn't feel at all
This face with the smile that found me
Now drifts like ash through memory
When did love become this canyon
This narrowing misery
With knees bent before you
With hands reaching for you
I collapse against the floor
When begging for healing
Becomes something needing
You close and lock the door
My candle is dimming
The daylight withdraws
Still I wait for rainbows
Inside your storm
Because it's pain
That is my life
This sharpened shame
Has become my knife
The blade that gashes
The jaw that gnashes
The hand that makes me crawl
Because without this pain
I wouldn't feel at all
Why must I land
Why must I stand
On hollow ground
Beneath your crown
Your want
My need
Your will
I bleed
Take me now
Take me now
Under the waterfall
Under the waterfall
Under the waterfall
I kneel
I choke
I drown
I cope
Because it's pain
That is my life
This sharpened shame
Has become my knife
The blade that gashes
The jaw that gnashes
The last that makes me fall
Because without this pain
Because without this pain
Because without this pain
I wouldn't feel at all
Under the waterfall
Watchillie
Life of Pain is written to describe someone overcome with regret and pain and feels he cannot escape it. He is trying to improve and taking steps to heal but lately it feels he is held hostage and tortured by pain.
As he moves throughout his journey he realizes he has to embrace the pain because the pain is what shaped and molded him. So perhaps the pain and scars are a badge of honor? A means with which to advance and heal and identify his newness in instead of despite the pain.
The iconic revelation is:
"Without this pain... I wouldn't feel at all."
As he moves throughout his journey he realizes he has to embrace the pain because the pain is what shaped and molded him. So perhaps the pain and scars are a badge of honor? A means with which to advance and heal and identify his newness in instead of despite the pain.
The iconic revelation is:
"Without this pain... I wouldn't feel at all."
Life of Pain was inspired by the reality that suffering is an unavoidable part of the human experience.
The song acknowledges hardship without surrendering to hopelessness.
Pain becomes both burden and catalyst.
The song explores how adversity shapes character, priorities, and perspective.
Rather than glorifying suffering, it examines how resilience often develops through enduring difficult circumstances.
The song acknowledges hardship without surrendering to hopelessness.
Pain becomes both burden and catalyst.
The song explores how adversity shapes character, priorities, and perspective.
Rather than glorifying suffering, it examines how resilience often develops through enduring difficult circumstances.
PLAY SAMPLE
rebirth
Waiting behind the shadow
Lies the answer I seek
Ashes of my confidence
Still whispering me
Waiting behind the shadow
The mirror calls my name
All I built around myself
Was vanity and flame
My plans fade away now
My life slips below
The crown that I worshipped
Was hollow gold
Arrogance consumed me
Silken pillows where I lay
An embroidered I wrapped round me
While I praised myself each day
Golden rod of false dominion
Raised above the ones below
Torrents flowed in blind abundance
Feeding roots I'd never know
I chased stars on wings of chances
Mocked the humble sixpence road
Loved being feared and called respected
Never saw the crushing load
Till the final grain fell through me
Hourglass emptied to the bone
Every ladder built from ego
Became a fall I faced alone
And I fall
From towers made of sand and smoke
I fall
Beneath the weight of vows I broke
All I trusted turned to rust
All I worshipped fed the dust
And I fall
Toward rebirth
Pride had caught then ripped my lifeline
Shredded every backup chute
Free-falling through swollen vices
Spinning fast toward ill repute
Searching wildly for a savior
Clawing through the violent sky
Seeing earth rise ever closer
Certain now that I would die
Now stripped bare I cling to nothing
Hungry shadows spread below
Who to call when all is broken
Where to turn with nowhere to go
Lord I ask you help me now
I surrender fear and pride
If You save this wasted life
I will walk here by your side
Then out from the throat of darkness
Came a hand I did not see
Pulled me from the grip of ruin
Took the death inside of me
Now I rise
No longer chained to hollow things
I rise
Held high beneath unbroken wings
All the pain became the door
To a life unlike before
Now I rise
Into rebirth
Thankful now for night and sorrow
Pain that tore illusion wide
New perspective fills the journey
Mercy walking by my side
Rebirth
Rebirth
Rebirth
Lies the answer I seek
Ashes of my confidence
Still whispering me
Waiting behind the shadow
The mirror calls my name
All I built around myself
Was vanity and flame
My plans fade away now
My life slips below
The crown that I worshipped
Was hollow gold
Arrogance consumed me
Silken pillows where I lay
An embroidered I wrapped round me
While I praised myself each day
Golden rod of false dominion
Raised above the ones below
Torrents flowed in blind abundance
Feeding roots I'd never know
I chased stars on wings of chances
Mocked the humble sixpence road
Loved being feared and called respected
Never saw the crushing load
Till the final grain fell through me
Hourglass emptied to the bone
Every ladder built from ego
Became a fall I faced alone
And I fall
From towers made of sand and smoke
I fall
Beneath the weight of vows I broke
All I trusted turned to rust
All I worshipped fed the dust
And I fall
Toward rebirth
Pride had caught then ripped my lifeline
Shredded every backup chute
Free-falling through swollen vices
Spinning fast toward ill repute
Searching wildly for a savior
Clawing through the violent sky
Seeing earth rise ever closer
Certain now that I would die
Now stripped bare I cling to nothing
Hungry shadows spread below
Who to call when all is broken
Where to turn with nowhere to go
Lord I ask you help me now
I surrender fear and pride
If You save this wasted life
I will walk here by your side
Then out from the throat of darkness
Came a hand I did not see
Pulled me from the grip of ruin
Took the death inside of me
Now I rise
No longer chained to hollow things
I rise
Held high beneath unbroken wings
All the pain became the door
To a life unlike before
Now I rise
Into rebirth
Thankful now for night and sorrow
Pain that tore illusion wide
New perspective fills the journey
Mercy walking by my side
Rebirth
Rebirth
Rebirth
Rebirth is a story of metamorphosis. It is a story about overcoming past bad decisions and renewing ones self.
A story about transformation in the face of adversity.
A story about transformation in the face of adversity.
Rebirth serves as one of the album's defining themes.
The song was inspired by the idea that endings often become the foundation for new beginnings.
Rebirth explores transformation through adversity.
Old identities, beliefs, and assumptions may need to die before growth becomes possible.
The song suggests that renewal is not the absence of struggle but the result of moving through it.
The song was inspired by the idea that endings often become the foundation for new beginnings.
Rebirth explores transformation through adversity.
Old identities, beliefs, and assumptions may need to die before growth becomes possible.
The song suggests that renewal is not the absence of struggle but the result of moving through it.
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the dragon
In
Out
In
Out
Breathe
Inside both ears
I hear it pounding
Barrel drums
Pulsating
Left right
With the strength
Of eunectes murinus
It constricts—
My diaphragm
Refusing passage
Revoking the passport of
O
The most ancient of elements
Teacher nourisher sustainer of life
Mothers milk
Survived segregation
Chattel slavery
Roman conquerors
Survived
Before jesus walked
Pushed back into the heavens
Survived dinosaurs
Oceans
Expansion of the universe
Yet I can't breathe
The o I use-to breathe
Lights the dragon inside of me
The o I use-to breathe
Lights the dragon inside of me
Swim upstream thru irrationality
Stymied frozen waters of reality
Electrified
Tongue-tied
My mind’s eye sees the words
But I
Cannot
Birth them
The o I use-to breathe
Lights the dragon inside of me
The o I use-to breathe
Lights the dragon inside of me
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Situationally shackled
Weary
Beaten raw
Cat-of-nine tails shame
Each lash—
Rips flesh from bone
Memory
After memory
After memory
After memory
Inked inside my endocardium
Stained
The o I use-to breathe
Lights the dragon inside of me
The o I use-to breathe
Lights the dragon inside of me
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Hand to lips press down
C o 2
I see
C o 2
I see
C o 2
Can’t breathe
The o I use-to breathe
Lights the dragon inside of me
The o I use-to breathe
Lights the dragon inside of me
In this moment
Before the light
I must decidewretched hand
I must decide victimhood
I must decide
I must decide
I must
Breathe
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**[beat switch – harder drums, bigger rhythmic bass, energy rises]**
Breathe breathe breathe breathe
Lift up stand up
Release the pin
That locked the chain
Insert the pin
Relock grenade
Free—
The shame
Free pain
Burrow up
From the grave I've made
15,000 moonlights and days
Allow the earth—
To push the o
My lungs with power feel the surge
The price been paid in full
The o I use-to breathe
Lights the dragon inside of me
The o I use-to breathe
Lights the dragon inside of me
I can breathe
I can breathe
I have
Survived
F
E
A
R
The dragon
Dragon
Dragon
Dragon
Dragon
Watchillie
The Dragon is written from the perspective of Oxygen. It describes how as an element it has remained in existence for billions of years. It also describes how that same element used to create, build, and sustain human life, is the same element that during times of anger and frustration can seemingly ignite a fire inside.
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the germ
Infiltrate
Confiscate
Ingurgitate
Whisper
Obliterate
Devised with solitary mission
To darken breath and dim the flame
A primordial insatiable lech
With no remorse and countless names
International gigolo smiling
Passport stamped in every land
Crossing borders without warning
Replication close at hand
I hear it moving through the walls
A shadow crawling through us all
Victorious
Rise from the fever and the ash
Victorious
Break every chain it tried to lash
Breathe again
Breathe again
Let the chambers thunder glorious
Victorious
Indomitable
Unstoppable
Blitzkrieg subtle slight unseen
Tentacles around the citadel
Awaiting signal to convene
Victims prone in peaceful slumber
Dreaming unaware of war
While silent boots march through the bloodstream
Toward the alveolar door
A four star confederate general
On horseback forged of pride
Right hand falls commanding fire
Burn what lives inside
Ivory Zulus form the horn
Steel discipline in stealth
Clay tempered Nodachi lifted high
To fight for breath and health
Heartbeat rises rapidly to 110 bpm
Faster faster hotter tighter
Walls inflamed and closing in
Thunder pulse
Electric fear
Can't tell where the end begins
Alarms cry out
Sirens wail
Pressure mounts beneath the skin
Pulse
Race
Burn
Shake
Double kick heartbeat frenzy
All instruments cut
Lub
Dub
Silence
Victorious
From the edge of final breath
Victorious
We dragged the light from hands of death
Breathe again
Stand again
Every cell now sings victorious
Victorious
Victorious
Victorious
The dawn remains
Watchillie
Confiscate
Ingurgitate
Whisper
Obliterate
Devised with solitary mission
To darken breath and dim the flame
A primordial insatiable lech
With no remorse and countless names
International gigolo smiling
Passport stamped in every land
Crossing borders without warning
Replication close at hand
I hear it moving through the walls
A shadow crawling through us all
Victorious
Rise from the fever and the ash
Victorious
Break every chain it tried to lash
Breathe again
Breathe again
Let the chambers thunder glorious
Victorious
Indomitable
Unstoppable
Blitzkrieg subtle slight unseen
Tentacles around the citadel
Awaiting signal to convene
Victims prone in peaceful slumber
Dreaming unaware of war
While silent boots march through the bloodstream
Toward the alveolar door
A four star confederate general
On horseback forged of pride
Right hand falls commanding fire
Burn what lives inside
Ivory Zulus form the horn
Steel discipline in stealth
Clay tempered Nodachi lifted high
To fight for breath and health
Heartbeat rises rapidly to 110 bpm
Faster faster hotter tighter
Walls inflamed and closing in
Thunder pulse
Electric fear
Can't tell where the end begins
Alarms cry out
Sirens wail
Pressure mounts beneath the skin
Pulse
Race
Burn
Shake
Double kick heartbeat frenzy
All instruments cut
Lub
Dub
Silence
Victorious
From the edge of final breath
Victorious
We dragged the light from hands of death
Breathe again
Stand again
Every cell now sings victorious
Victorious
Victorious
Victorious
The dawn remains
Watchillie
The GERM is inspired from COVID-19. The Germ is an insidious demon taking over the person, attaching and digesting every part of them. It is a haunting tale of written from the voice of a virus.
The Germ examines how destructive ideas, behaviors, fears, or influences can spread through individuals and societies.
The song uses biological imagery to explore broader psychological and cultural themes.
Deep Dive
The germ functions as a metaphor.
It may represent:
Misinformation
Hatred
Fear
Corruption
Toxic behavior
The song explores how seemingly small influences can grow into larger problems when left unchecked.
The song uses biological imagery to explore broader psychological and cultural themes.
Deep Dive
The germ functions as a metaphor.
It may represent:
Misinformation
Hatred
Fear
Corruption
Toxic behavior
The song explores how seemingly small influences can grow into larger problems when left unchecked.
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the soulless cry
They laughed
While she was drowning
They laughed
And called it care
Cold fluorescent judgment hums
Above a trembling weathered face
Hands once built for holding children
Now curl inward seeking grace
Eyes that carried too much thunder
Storms no stranger could decode
Every fracture had a birthplace
Every burden had a road
The soulless cry for help
Moved unheard through sterile air
Voices trained in practiced duty
Failed to notice pain was there
Who names madness
Who names sane
Who profits from another's pain
When empathy is anesthetized
The spirit suffocates restrained
The soulless cry for help
Rose through walls of polished stone
Mocked by those who wore compassion
Yet left her there alone
The soulless cry for help
Beneath the ridicule remained
A spark no darkness could extinguish
Though beaten, bruised and chained
The justified dagger enters clean
Self-worth bleeding slow and warm
Drying
Hardening
Numb infection
Gangrene fed by social scorn
The noose of false forgiveness tightens
Limbs convulse then slowly cease
Darkness pours like morphine mercy
Offering counterfeit release
Shrill sounds of laughter echo sharply
Hallways ringing thin and shrined
While one last whispered sorry rises
From a soul they left behind
You saw symptoms
I saw sorrow
You saw chaos
I saw scars
You saw danger
I saw history
You saw distance
I saw stars
How many saints hide inside collapse
How many truths wear broken skin
How many times has love been buried
Under labels stapled in
Then a line was cast through shattered waters
Hands reached in without disgust
No sermon given
No performance played
Just presence
Just trust
She saw sunrise in the sunset
Gold where endings used to be
A new perception split the concrete
Roots pushed upward violently
The soulless seek no longer nameless
No longer buried in the blame
Reborn through witness
Held in mercy
Remembering her name
The soulless seek and rise unbroken
Through every lie the cruel have told
For even ashes guard an ember
And embers still hold gold
They mocked the shell
but missed the soul
They laughed
while life returned
And she rose
Whole
While she was drowning
They laughed
And called it care
Cold fluorescent judgment hums
Above a trembling weathered face
Hands once built for holding children
Now curl inward seeking grace
Eyes that carried too much thunder
Storms no stranger could decode
Every fracture had a birthplace
Every burden had a road
The soulless cry for help
Moved unheard through sterile air
Voices trained in practiced duty
Failed to notice pain was there
Who names madness
Who names sane
Who profits from another's pain
When empathy is anesthetized
The spirit suffocates restrained
The soulless cry for help
Rose through walls of polished stone
Mocked by those who wore compassion
Yet left her there alone
The soulless cry for help
Beneath the ridicule remained
A spark no darkness could extinguish
Though beaten, bruised and chained
The justified dagger enters clean
Self-worth bleeding slow and warm
Drying
Hardening
Numb infection
Gangrene fed by social scorn
The noose of false forgiveness tightens
Limbs convulse then slowly cease
Darkness pours like morphine mercy
Offering counterfeit release
Shrill sounds of laughter echo sharply
Hallways ringing thin and shrined
While one last whispered sorry rises
From a soul they left behind
You saw symptoms
I saw sorrow
You saw chaos
I saw scars
You saw danger
I saw history
You saw distance
I saw stars
How many saints hide inside collapse
How many truths wear broken skin
How many times has love been buried
Under labels stapled in
Then a line was cast through shattered waters
Hands reached in without disgust
No sermon given
No performance played
Just presence
Just trust
She saw sunrise in the sunset
Gold where endings used to be
A new perception split the concrete
Roots pushed upward violently
The soulless seek no longer nameless
No longer buried in the blame
Reborn through witness
Held in mercy
Remembering her name
The soulless seek and rise unbroken
Through every lie the cruel have told
For even ashes guard an ember
And embers still hold gold
They mocked the shell
but missed the soul
They laughed
while life returned
And she rose
Whole
This painful song is written from the perspective of a woman who was bullied, ridiculed, and told she was evil and "soulless."
Her entire life she fought to overcome but sat in silence crying for help most days.
Her entire life she fought to overcome but sat in silence crying for help most days.
The Soulless Cry explores alienation, disconnection, and the emotional cost of losing touch with one's humanity.
The song captures a feeling of profound isolation.
The cry represents a desperate attempt to reconnect.
The song examines what happens when individuals become disconnected from purpose, identity, empathy, or meaning.
Yet beneath the darkness lies a deeper question:
Can something that feels lost be found again?
The possibility of restoration remains present even in despair.
The song examines what happens when individuals become disconnected from purpose, identity, empathy, or meaning.
Yet beneath the darkness lies a deeper question:
Can something that feels lost be found again?
The possibility of restoration remains present even in despair.
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truth
[haunting whisper reverb echo pan right to left
Watchileeeee
Tick
Tick
Tick
What is truth
Verse 1
An innocent promise pursued
Began the voyage of two
Was that truth
Hands of time circle twelve
Hear the mechanical bell
Was that truth
If words spoken with grace
Become routines with no face
Where is truth
Limbic stress floods the nerve
While passion sharpens the curve
Where is truth
Pre-chorus
I feel it turning
Beneath the skin
Something twisting
Deep within
Chorus
Where is truth
Where is truth
I descend through all the layers for the proof
Where is truth
Where is truth
Every word another fracture in the roof
Where is truth
Where is truth
If love mutates into shadow what’s the use
Tell me now
Where is truth
Verse 2
Kind expression extended
Met with distance and venom
Where is truth
Anger grows in the well
Bottomless private hell
Where is truth
Expectation collapsed
Contempt tightening its grasp
Where is truth
Shifted seafloor below
Made a tsunami of cold
Where is truth
Bridge tool style build
Spiral inward
Spiral through
Every mask removed from view
Crack the prism
Split the lie
Watch illusion slowly die
Bass / drum build
Ohhhhhh
Truth
Truth
Truth
Final verse
My liquor elixir
Kept me prisoner
Sip by sip disappearing
Repent each breath
Seeking depth
Trying to revive what’s left
A narcissistic crystal prism
Cuts with diamond precision
That is truth
Parasite rejects life
While absorbing all light
That is truth
Final chorus
Where is truth
Where is truth
I bled through every layer for the proof
Where is truth
Where is truth
Now I see what darkness loves to do
Where is truth
Where is truth
When it drains the soul from every room
Now I know
That is truth
Outro
Tick
Tick
Tick
I am truth
[haunting whisper reverb echo pan left to right
Watchileeeee
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funnel word spider
I
Watching
Waiting
Closer
Exist in anxious state
Crawl upwards from the tomb
Overcoming
Overtaking
The parasite consumes
Accusations split the atom
The lie
Is the zero
Truth
Is the one
Fangs anxiously extend
Twin hypodermic kisses
Milk the jugular
Vitality ingested
Bubbling acid fumes
Guzzled until I'm barren
Entombed
Light fades
Time stops
Thoughts stop
Heart stops
Entangled in this web of spite
Cringing as I'm drained by
The-funnel-word-spider
My left ventricle aches
Void of constriction it's hollow
Hollow
No blood to circulate
Empty and hollow
Hollow
A brittle shell left washed ashore
The fragments remained are
Hollow
I see the stars rise
Light dissipates
Daggers thrown birthed from sin
Splitting veins beneath the skin
Hexatoxins infect tympanic membranes
Words ride incandescent waves
Crashing through the brain
Crash
Razor-edged words scrape like a scalpel
Flayed from the inside of my skull
Peeling back layers of rawness
Extracting blood
Diastolic rhythm pulsates
Adrenaline prepares to defend
This assault proceeds without mercy
A-systolic brings the end
You're mine
You're mine
You're
Mine
The web tightens
Mired within the web
A flaccid soul begins to weep
Imprisoned by the lines
Words become the briars
Light fades
Time stops
Thoughts stop
Heart stops
Wrapped in this gossamer mesh
Of
The-funnel-word-spider
All that remains is
Hollow
Hollow hollow
Poisoned
Bite
The funnel-word spider
Bite
Bite
Bite
Feed
Feed
Feed
Entangled
Envenomed
Consumed
The web holds
The venom flows
No escape
Lub
Dub
Lub
Dub
The
Funnel
Word
Spider
I'll be waiting
Watch
Chill
Eee
There are moments in life when words become something more than words.
Most of us have experienced being on the receiving end of someone's anger, frustration, or emotional dysregulation. During those moments, the body often reacts before the mind has a chance to process what is happening. The heart races. Breathing changes. Muscles tighten. Thoughts fragment. Time itself can seem to slow as every word lands with increasing weight.
"The Funnel-Word Spider" was written to explore that internal experience.
Rather than describing an argument from either person's perspective, the song places the listener inside the mind of the person absorbing it. The funnel-web spider becomes a metaphor for words that penetrate deeply, injecting venom that spreads through thought, emotion, and even physical sensation. Every heartbeat, every whispered voice, every changing time signature mirrors the growing feeling of being trapped within an invisible web.
The lyrics intentionally blend biology, cardiology, neurology, mathematics, and psychology. References to the jugular, ventricles, hexatoxins, and neural pathways aren't meant to describe literal injury. They describe the way emotional pain can feel startlingly physical, as though every sentence delivered in anger leaves another invisible wound.
The recurring heartbeat symbolizes the body's instinctive response to perceived danger. As the song progresses, that heartbeat shifts from life to survival, eventually becoming the only thing left after the emotional storm has passed.
This song is not about blame or hatred. Every person experiences moments of emotional dysregulation, and every relationship encounters conflict. Instead, "The Funnel-Word Spider" attempts to give language to an experience many people recognize but struggle to describe: the feeling of being psychologically entangled while remaining physically untouched.
Sometimes the deepest wounds leave no visible scar.
Sometimes they sound like words.
At its core, "The Funnel-Word Spider" is an exploration of psychological physiology.
The song asks a simple question:
"What does emotional injury feel like inside the body?"
Rather than answering through direct storytelling, the lyrics translate emotion into biology.
The spider represents more than an aggressor. It symbolizes any experience in which repeated words, accusations, or emotional intensity begin to bypass reason and trigger survival itself. Like venom entering the bloodstream, the words spread through every system. Thought becomes fragmented. Time slows. Breathing changes. The heartbeat becomes impossible to ignore.
This biological framework appears throughout the song:
* The heartbeat represents the autonomic nervous system shifting into survival mode.
* The left ventricle symbolizes emotional depletion and the feeling of becoming "hollow."
* The jugular, venom, and hexatoxins represent the invisible way painful words can seem to circulate throughout the entire body.
* The cerebellum and neurological imagery reflect how overwhelming emotional experiences can interrupt normal thought and perception.
* The web itself represents cognitive entanglement. The more one struggles against distorted conversations, accusations, or emotional escalation, the more trapped one can feel.
The changing time signatures serve a narrative purpose rather than a technical one. Stable rhythms continually give way to asymmetrical meters, mirroring how emotional dysregulation disrupts a person's internal sense of stability. The listener is never allowed to become completely comfortable because the experience itself is not comfortable.
Even the production choices reinforce the concept. The acoustic opening represents vulnerability before conflict begins. The heartbeat acts as a biological metronome throughout the piece. Whispered voices function like intrusive thoughts or lingering memories that continue long after the argument has ended. Silence becomes as important as sound, capturing those suspended moments when the mind struggles to process what has just occurred.
The final realization—that the experience itself can become almost addictive—does not celebrate suffering. It reflects a difficult psychological truth. Human beings sometimes become conditioned to cycles of conflict, anticipating them even in moments of calm. The closing whispers suggest that while an argument eventually ends, its emotional echoes often remain.
"The Funnel-Word Spider" is ultimately an attempt to translate an invisible human experience into sound. It is less about a person than about perception. Less about conflict than about consequence. Less about anger than about what anger feels like to the one standing silently on the receiving end.
The spider is never truly seen.
Only its web.
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Inspired by the concept of Zero Point Energy, the album explores the immense power that can exist beneath apparent emptiness. Through crushing riffs, driving rhythms, and philosophical themes, Zero Point examines what remains when everything is stripped away—and what can be rebuilt from the ashes.